thing I hate most about breaking up with men, is the lack
of accessibility to the one asset I love the most: their
cock. When I do have access, that is when I'm in a relationship,
I like to be aggressive and I like my men aggressive. Sometimes
I pick a fight just to get my man started up, but this time
it backfired. I guess Adam took me seriously this time.
Anyway, I'm manless and in dire need for some action.
I put my long black hair up, wear long earrings, and pull
on my favorite crocodile pants. I put on a long-sleeve mesh
shirt that is nearly see-through and shows cleavage. I put
on my black sandals and I'm ready to prowl the streets of
North Hollywood, in search of a bar with the right aura.
I slowly stroll past a place called "The Byrds."
The Byrds is small and packed. Something about it attracts
me; maybe it's the vines along the brick walls give it a
romantic artistic quality. I walk right in and sit by the
bar. I'm staring at the liquor trying to decide which concoction
to drink when I realize something strange-there are only
women in here. Oh, well, I'll have a drink and then be on
my way. I order a tequila sunrise and casually peruse the
bar. I have never seen so much cleavage in my life! I see
a stalky woman with a buzz cut. Wow! A real butch, haven't
seen a real one before. Many of the women walk pass me without
looking me over. Guess I don't turn on their sensors or
something. I'm busy looking at the bartender, the only male,
when I feel someone smiling at me. I try to ignore her,
but she comes up to me.
"Aren't you Adam's girlfriend?" asks the smiling
face. I look up and recognize Trini, Adam's cousin.
"Ex-girlfriend," I mumble. I gulp the rest of
"One scotch and another of what she's having,"
Trini says as she takes the
seat next to me. "Wanna' talk about it?"
"There isn't much to talk about. We fought, we broke
"What was the fight about?"
I gulp some air. "I started the fight by mentioning
how one of his friends was eyeing me at dinner. He was,
but I was only teasing Adam. We then got into this argument
over how I always have to fight with him and how sex is
always centered around me."
Trini raises her eyebrows. "Apparently I'm selfish,"
I explain. "You guys fought over sex?"
"Well, Adam says I'm a prude because I don't want to
get it up the ass." We look at each other and burst
into laughter. "He says I have a great ass for rear-entry,
but I don't know."
"You're afraid of him hurting you?"
"You know what you need?"
"What? Don't tell me it's a good ass-kicking!"
We laugh. Then, Trini looks at me seriously.
"You need someone who knows how to make you feel feminine
and secure with yourself."
"What do you mean?" My heart starts to race. Is
"You know what I mean. Look at the way your dressed,"
says Trini as she runs her finger along my neckline for
emphasis. I blush. "Adam doesn't make you feel womanly
I think about why I'm selfish. I never like to touch Adam's
ass. I never really found Adam all that attractive. I just
like his mind. Oh, my God! Trini's right. When you're with
someone you don't find that attractive, and you're not the
only one who doesn't, you don't feel attractive. "You
know, you're right. I guess that's why I needed to pick
a fight with him, so that I can redirect my energy to sex!"
I finish my drink and order another tequila sunrise. "How`d
"Portia, I know why you're out here. Now, I know you're
not a lesbian, but girl-I know you're on the prowl!"
"Well, thanks for reminding me of my loneliness,"
I grimace. Then, Trini slides her hand unexpectedly up my
"Have you ever been curious?"
I smile. I always thought Trini was attracted to me. She
was always sweet to me when we see each other, which isn't
very often, and sometimes I felt her staring at me when
I wasn't looking. Trini takes the meaning of the smile a
different way and her fingers start sliding down and she
rubs me inbetween my legs. I get nervous and gulp down the
rest of my drink. I grab her hand, "Bartender, another
one please!" Trini moves closer to me. I can smell
her perfume. Her short blonde hair smells of a floral hair
spray. Herbal Essence? "I can kill your curiosity,"
she whispers into my ear.
"I don't think I'd like it," I quickly comment.
"You won't know unless you try."
I hate it when I lose arguments. I stand at the entrance
of The Byrds as Trini tells her friends that she's going
home. She points at me. Her friends look at me, several
raise their eyebrows questionably and one asks Trini something.
They laugh and I hear one say lucky. I become silent as
Trini comes over and walks me to her car. I'm even more
silent as we drive to her place, not far away. I follow
her through her front door and take a seat when she invites
"Want some red wine?" Trini asks as she swaggers
in her little miniskirt.
"Sure." The more alcohol the better. I imagine
myself saying please doctor, something strong for the pain!
"What are you smiling about?" Trini hands me a
"You sure? I was hoping it's about what I'm going to
do to you." I guess I tensed up. "Don't worry,
you'll like it!" Trini stares hard at me. I take a
big gulp of my wine. Yes, doctor something real strong!
Trini laughs at my reaction. "Why don't you take off
your shirt and get comfortable?"
A little embarrassed, I listen. I take off my shirt and
put it on a chair nearby. I sit facing her, my arms crossed
over my bra.
"Let me." Trini moves next to me. She spreads
my arms. I happen to wear a bra that fastens in the front.
Trini's experienced fingers unfasten the front. She slowly
moves the bra off my breasts and slides the straps off my
shoulders. I shudder a little, causing my nipples to harden.
"You've got beautiful breasts." She gently caresses
my breasts, as she moves closer. "God, you're gorgeous."
Trini's lips meet mine. I push away and stand up. "Trini,
I don't think I can do this."
"You're nervous, honey." She pours me more wine.
"You're turned on, don't fight it." She wraps
me in a chenille throw, puts her arm around me, and settles
both of us on her sofa. "Shhh, everything's okay."
She starts to rub my arms. "You relax, I'm going to
Trini comes back wearing a pantsuit; her blonde hair gelled
back. She had done herself up to look mannish. "Thought
this'll help." She sits back down and puts her arm
around me again. She starts to rub my arms. I feel the calmness
of the massage and the wine. I know I cannot fight it. The
alcohol has made me physically weak. If I didn't want this,
I would've left by now. Her fingers move to my shoulders;
she lowers the throw to bare them. Her fingers move masterfully,
unnerving me. "Oh," I moan.
"I know you're
really sensitive," Trini grins. "You may act like
you're strong, but I know you're passionate." Her hands
move further down my back and she nudges me onto the arm
of the sofa. "Adam's not right for you, he's full of
Trini opens a wound with the mentioning of Adam. I want
to hurt him. I want him to pay for making me feel unattractive!
I moan as Trini blows on my back-she really knows how to
tease my senses! Her hands mold my flesh. I feel it yielding
to her. I am hers now. Trini's hands move up and down my
sides, making my nipples hard. Then she does something clever.
She places her hands on my breasts as she presses her lips
against my back. I feel the heat rush to my head. "Ah!"
It happens fast. My pants are pulled off with my panties.
Trini licks my body. Her hand reaches for my hot nothingness
and makes my wanting yearn. She licks me down there while
she sticks her finger in me. I come on her face and close
Her hands press against my nipples as I open my eyes. "I'm
not done with you," she smiles viciously. Trini has
been dressed this whole time. Now, she takes off her pants
and reveals a realistic looking dildo. She orders me to
turn on my stomach. I listen. I feel it's head rub against
my clit. I gasp. Then, Trini teases me by sticking it in
me slightly. She pulls it out. I hear her unscrew a cap.
I look behind me and see she has a tube of lubricant.
"What are you going to do with me?"
"Don't worry, honey. You'll like it." She screws
the cap and bends down with a pillow. She places the pillow
underneath me. With one hand, she rubs my clit. I start
to pulsate again. That is when she rubs the dildo against
my ass and when I least expect it, she enters me. "Relax."
I relax. She slowly moves in and out of me. I gasp. Her
hand runs down to my clit and she starts to stimulate me
some more. I continue to gasp as Trini bends over me. She
rubs my breasts and makes my nipples hard. "I've been
wanting to do this to you for a long time."
"You're beautiful," she repeats slowly. I feel
the pressure and start to breathe really fast. Trini is
vicious, she is moving faster. "You're gorgeous!"
she shouts over my moans. She grabs another dildo and inserts
it in my pussy. Overcome by the stimulation I come-and have
the biggest orgasm I've ever had! I feel my shoulders give.
I keep coming. Trini doesn't stop until it's completely
over. Sweaty and tired, I collapse on the pillow.
Trini drops me off by my car. "Bye, honey!" she
smirks as she drives off. That'll be the last I see of her.
I get in my car and think about what's happened. I've just
been fucked in the ass! By Adam's cousin! By a lesbian!
I laugh. I can't stop laughing.